You read through the sad love quotes and there’s always one person on your mind that probably shouldn’t be there. Don’t let the sadness of your past and the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present.
You once call me distant star for unknown reason. This is the last alias you have given me, but it has no partner, so here it is i will give you an alias used to be a shooting star..
Shooting star is of the most beautiful and elegant, gliding across the sky, and falling to earth, showing that even the most unlikely romances are possible.
I have give this alias to you, because first yes your of on the most beautiful and elegant person i have ever met and loved across my life.. and now that were apart i hope you will fall on the right guy at the right surface of the earth..
And yes i will be your distant star that will wait for a long time until the light that shines for you have dim and looses hope.. maybe somewhere this shooting star traveling across the sky and came across the distant star, i hope that shooting star will stop for a while and say hi even though for a moment, you still remember the one you call your distant star,
Maybe are hearts are now far away from each other but the memories that the distant star and shooting star have met in the middle of the sky will be one the most special memories i can treasure in my life.. This is my last blog for you and I’m surely will miss you.. and will look forward after a years or more when both of have already move on.. :)
THIS IS THE LAST TIME I WILL TELL YOU I LOVE YOU MY SHOOTING STAR :)
Once there was a guy and a girl from high school, came out of nowhere and enrolled as Computer Science at CEU Makati Legazpi. Both of them came out of love lives that have no happy ending. The guy whom I can describe as tall, chubby, makulit, masayahin, matampuhin, hot headed, curly haired, mapangasar, may kayabangan, mataas ang pride, kontrabida, friendly, loves computer, games, basketball and loves to play guitar. On the other hand, the girl whom I can describe, tall, long legged, slim, long haired, fun to be with, mapangasar, expressive, lovely eyes, soft hearted, intelligent, love koreanovelas, understanding, and when she’s inlove, expect him to wait for you even though she feels that’s the a guy is not worth waiting for and a girl whom every guy that will meet her can describe her as an ideal girlfriend.
It all started, way back on their freshman year, which is the acquaintance period for every first year students enrolled at the university. This is the time that two, known each other’s names, traits and personalities. The guy first belongs to the group of bad boys, than later meets new barkada and left his first group. The girl also met her own group which is they called S.D.K. Both of them never realize that they will be attached to each other; until the day came they became partners one of their subjects and asked to role play a scenario. This is the time this two started the asaran era, which is normal when a two person wants to know each other then later became textmates. This is where names formulated by the two, TILAPIA (GUY) and PUSIT (GIRL), it is because the argued which food taste better, then became SANGKALAN (GUY) and KAWAYAN (GIRL), Because the girl describes the guy’s back is wide as a sangkalan while the boy describes the girl’s slim feature is like a KAWAYAN, and later became SIOKOY (GUY), BAMBOO ( GIRL) which I can describe napagtripan na lang.
And the day came after, September 25, 2007 which the girl referred to why his email add has number 25 at the end, she admitted to the guy that she has a crush on her. At first the guy make fun of it because he thought it was only a crush. And later the guy is also started to develop with this girl and also admitted that he is falling for her also, but the end of their fresh men years, the guy admitted he is not sure with his feeling for the girl because he hasn’t move one from his past.
Second year, at the start both the guy and the girl is not talking anymore because of what happened at the end of their first year. But later on, started again of what they have started on their first year. The second time around the feeling getting stronger and stronger specially for the girl, and later on the guy. The gusy started to court the girl, on March 2008, and finally the girl answered the guy June 14, 2008. And yes this is where the tale of a fries and float started. Fries is what the guy called to the girl, again because of his slim feature, and Float for the guy because again of his chubby feature. Fries and Float became a very good tandem for Mcdo but for the two, its not. The guy never got focused on the girl because the guy always wants to be with his friends rather than his girlfriend, when they entered on a relationship and other factor, which was the girl always keep on understanding the guy. But the time came; the girl said enough is enough and finally broke up with the guy, on November 20, 2008. Of course but of them got hurt, specially the girl who tried to revived the relationship but the guy keeps his pride and didn’t accept which is the guy is regrettably feels right now. That broke got them really separated, both of them tries to move on, the girl still show her love to the guy and the guy keeps hiding his feelings, which he feels the girl need to find a better man.
Third Years, there were times the guy will approach the girl to talk, and makpagasran to the girl, but there were times the guy, really disregard the girl, no talks, no text messages and even chats, and that’s why the girl almost looses hope to the guy but still tries to fight for him. The down side of this, even though the guy acted like this, to the girl, people around him didn’t know what’s inside his feeling, that he still loves the girl but resist to show it because he needs to make sure that his feeling is now true. Third year didn’t end up also well, for the girl and guy because the guys is again resisting the girl.
Fourth year, the final year of hope for this two lovers. As expected the guy is still no show to the girl, and when graduation day is fast approaching, in mid-February, the guy again started to talk to the girl, but the girl only thinks that it’s just a normal talk for both of them but for the guy, he wants to start all over again to became friends, suddenly unfavorable events happens to the girl which again prevented the guy from admitting what he feels, because he knows it is not the right time to show it. But unexpectedly a new flavor of float has been released, which is sprite based, which they called sprite freeze. Which I can say this is the float (guy) that can compete with the original coke based float, and give a new hope for fries (girl). I can describe this float, which is sprite, is more pure, less harmful for the girl’s heart and has a green color which symbolizes hope for the girl. I think this float is a great substitute for the originals float, which is coke based, strong, more harmful to the girl’s heart and has a dark color which symbolizes a no hope for the girl at all..
The saddest part of this tale, graduation came, the guy and the girl never had a picture of both them. Tried to revived what was tale this all about but no luck, the girl has moved on and the guy is just starting to show what the girl really wants when she was waiting for the guy. So I think it’s a matter of a too little too late scenario, which we cannot control. People changed, napapagod din cla, hnd hbang buhay kaya nilang magantay sau, that’s what the guy realizes now, regrets? Bket kung kelan huli na tska pa lang ipapakita and tunay na nraramadaman kung kalian iba na ang takbo ng panahon, and the last quote that the girl texted to the guy? “Time can heal all wounds, time can give u another chance, time can help you forget, time can let you move on, but TIME can never give back what was lost! – I’m Sorry”.
Mahirap pero kailngang tanggpain..
And today, April 29, 2011, the day before the birth day of the guy, both of them decided to end this 4 year fairy tale of BSCIS batch 2011, as as sacrifice the guy accepted that the girl has no more feelings to the guy and let her go, and to pursue to his new float. And all I can say, not all tales will end up in a happy ending, like this. The guy can only do, is to REGRET what he did not done, that was needed to be done. We’ll cguro hnd nga tlga sila para sa isat isa. The girl will start her new tale, and the guy, will try to find who will write the new tale of his life. The guy can only hope, that the girl’s new float will never hurt his one and only fries that entered to his life. J
“The only thing I hate about this, HINDI MAN LANG NAGTIMING ANG FEELINGS NG ISAT ISA..”
after magovernyt. 3am n kmi nkatulog knina. after that gcng ng maaga. pasok skul, gwa ng mga requirements sa softdes at compiler. Then uwi ng 9 dahil nag bonding moments pa. Ang pasaway ko pang simcard n kabibili lng, ncra agad aun bmli n nman ako knina.. nytie
“May you never steal, lie, or cheat, but if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows, and if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life, and if you must cheat, then please cheat death because I couldn’t live a day without you.”—From the movie Leap year
kninang break time ko sa ojt, thmik, madilim at sobrang peacful. Then habang nagbbrowse ako sa net. nagulat kming lahat ng bglang kumulog ang tiyan ko (kurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg!!!). Ntwa lang ako kxe sobrang lakas nya. aun nkkhya lang haha